Blog Post #12 ; Something I want..

CONFIDENCE
It's easy to have, but I do not have it in me.

Recently, I watched a new episode of "Made" on MTV. It's a show where ordinary teenagers want to become something they would never imagine themselves being.. or rather a goal.

One of the episodes was talking about confidence. I realized that I do not have enough confidence in myself to do the things I want to or at least try. I am afraid of my outlook sometimes and I am afraid of other's judgements. For instance, "look @ her... what is she doing. She's doing everything wrong." Judgements that have a negative feeling towards it. I want to have the confidence to express my own feelings and the things I want to do to.
Yes, I want confidence.
It is not something you can buy, it is something you have to believe in yourself to obtain...