Lately, I have been wanting to go home more and more often. I know I am not home sick, but I am missing the coziness when I am with them. I think more about it because of the dorms :/ My roommate, who is my best friend, has her boyfriend over everyday. Imagine, everyday? :O Morning to night too... I do not mind him but it happens everyday. I had a talk with them before but I guess it did not work. I do not want to say I am selfish either, but I need some privacy. Now, whenever I am doing something... it seems like he is going to pop out somewhere. He is a really nice person, that is why I do not want to be rude either. I do get along with him. In addition, my roommate and I both buy some groceries together. I mean, her boyfriend does buy me food too from time to time but now it seems like it is groceries for three people, not two anymore. It makes me not want to buy groceries with her anymore and now we are buying stuff for our own seperately. I guess it is easier for me this way. Sometimes I buy things and I am like, "no it is fine.. you do not need to pay me back." However, she buys stuff sometimes but she counts it towards me. So my brother was like, if she's like that, then you should too just so next time you would not think like that anymore. It makes sense, so I'm like okay. Sometimes, in my room too, when I am not here... IDK if they use my things w/o asking or not. Maybe one of my pet peeves but I do not like it when someone sits on my bed or use my blanket without asking even if I am not there! Grrrr. It is weird that I am feeling all this too because she IS my best friend! Sometimes I get so annoyed with her too. It makes me think, maybe I should have not dorm with her?! Because you know what others say... that you know each other's true colors! Bleeh :/ And next year we plan to get an apartment w/ some other people and maybe I should not be in the same room as her? !#$%^&* I do not feel like having another talk because I feel it is a waste of my time. She does care, but it does not feel sincere sometimes.
Well, besides that... I am really excited for the Fall Recess :P My friends birthday is on 23, so we are going to celebrate. And then TWILIGHT is going to be out! So, I am going to go watch it w/ my roommate. See, we plan things out together and when we hang we do not get annoyed of each other! Weird, right? And then it is Thanksgiving! One of my other best friends invited me to go to her celebration, so I am. My family does not do Thanksgiving... we are not that family oriented but starting from my Junior year of High School, we have been doing more. Celebrating each others birthdays with more stuff, and Christmas. I guess it is cause we are now all older and mature. Hmm, and then there is Black Friday! :P I never WENT crazy that day before but I think I am this year. There are so many things I want =D! And possibly early Christmas shopping! HAHAH! Yes, I am a cheap arseee =( Well thanks for reading all this babble :( Byee!
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